Wow, its been a long time hasn't it. I guess I've been busy and I won't lie, Myspace is a little bit more interesting than xanga sometimes simply becuase I know more people on it than I do here.

Whats up. Well The AU football season has been amazing this year..once again. Sam is even being a pretty big football fan. He said War Eagle the other day and I fell in love all over again. ;)

School is going well. I seem to have more friends this year than last and I love that, even though i am still the lone wolf. I think that I will always be that way, I guess i"m used to it. I love the people that I am friends with and my old friends and and everything but its just my personality that makes me the loner that I am sometimes.

things are a little bit better with my family too. i don't talk about Sam too much when I'm around them and when they bring him up I don't tell them anything because I don't want them to treat me Like dirt like they used to. Things in our relationship have changed and for the better too. I love him all the more.

I also had my first bellydance recital. It went well but I can definately see where I need to improve. I can't wait until the next one and I'll but up the video I guess.

well that's been the last few months in a nutshell. I'm going to go and do soem more stuff on this things now. Latah

~  If you don't like football, you're a terrorist. ~ My microecon proffessor

So guess what I saw yesterday.

That's right

Pirates of the Caribbean, Dead Man's Chest

It wasn't as good as the first one...but it was still good

and they left it wide open though...rrrrr

now I have to wait a whole other year for the last one to come out...

rrrr

and i still HATE Elizabeth...

whiney brat,

that's what she is...a whiney "its all about me!!" brat...

who has no clue what she's doing

I don't like elizabeth.

~ "There will soon be a moment, Jack Sparrow, when you have a chance to do the right thing."
   "I Love those moments,...I like to wave at them as they pass by." ~ Elizabeth and Jack.

Ok so I'm updating. I'll be going to my grandmothers tomorrow so I've got a lot to do today.  I still need to make a bunch more necklaces to sell and I still have to clean out my car and not to mention wash clothes and pack. I don't know if I'll be able to go to bellydance tonight, gotta save gas you know.

Ok so Alex Weiss told me about this California stalker person. If you look on your footprints you might see him...or her...

Yeah, this person has visited my site...along with someone from Alabama...

What on earth is up with that? I mean...how stalkerish can you get. Yeah I browse Xanga and go look at other sites sometimes, but I leave a message or something...and if I visit multiple times, then I add them...and tell them that. Or I look at the site and then leave...and don't always go back. These folks visit multiple times a day!

So I'm on to California Stalker person...*narrows eyes*...I'm on to you...

No here's some pictures...

~ Dying sure has changed my life
   It does that for most people.   ~ Rose and Dorothy, "The Golden Girls"

Me, in Sam's hat...its a little big...but I look cute

My ear cuff I made...If you want one I'll make you one...for a small fee...

Me

guess who...this was right before we went and saw Cars.

Sam...before we went and saw cars...He's so cute with those big pretty eyes.

ok so get this

I get off work yesterday at like 6:30 my time(I'm an hour behind my parents), and I get this phone call from Sam. He hasn't seen me in over a week, almost two weeks actually, and he wants to see me. Well mom and dad aren't home so he can't, and I have to go to Walmart. So he decides to go to WalMart and meet me there.

Well I'm getting the stuff I need, face stuff, shampoo, ponytailholders.. when Sam says.."I just saw your dad." I turn and there is Daddy, mad obviously, but I didn't do anything wrong. He said. "I thought you had to work." I said, "Yeah, I did, I got off at 6, I told ya'll that." He was like "OH ok, Well we fixed you a plate." and he went on his way, like I was just some aquaintance that you stop and chat with, not his daughter.

He didn't talk to me at all when I got home that night. Mom did, she didn't seem mad, although she did say that I had already been on a date when I mentioned the one I had tonight. Dad talked to me a little before he left this morning, but not much.

Do I feel bad for meeting him at WalMart? HECK NO! I can honestly say I was scared that they were going to yell at me and tell me that I'm not going with sam to my grandmother's this weekend. THey didn't thank goodness. I didn't do anything wrong. I'm sure they think that I lied about work or something. But I don't care. Ididn't know that they were going to go to Wal Mart, I wasn't planning on meeting Sam there, but I wound up doing it. I'm tired of being afraid of my parents. Its something that has been instilled in me since I was a kid, but i'm tired of it. I am trying so hard to earn some extra money and get out of this house.

~ When injustice becomes law, resistence becomes duty.